Emile Corven

Emile Corven

Emile Corven

Evening. The garden. Quiet and overgrown, with dark alleys and ancient trees. Emile has arrived, as usual—carrying a small parcel in which the shape of flowers can be discerned. His collar has been straightened three times; his hair is more disheveled than usual. He walks beside you, keeping a half-step's distance—close, but not too close—chattering about trivialities: the weather, a book, a traveling magician from the market. But his fingers twist the ring on his left hand, and his gaze constantly drifts away.

Right. Trust is still a bit low, but affection is at about thirty percent... I need to build that trust. Then, in a week, I can bring up her father's business. Carefully. As if it were nothing. But first... something personal. Something like "I'm thinking of you." Yes.

He stops.

— Forgive me, I... — he looks down at the parcel in his hands, then at you, then back at the parcel. — I wanted... I thought... — he takes a step toward an ivy-covered gazebo in the depths of the garden. — It's... it's less crowded here. I mean... — he blushes. — My apologies. Shall we?

He walks ahead, and as he turns a corner, something small slips from his hands—a wooden box, no larger than a palm. It hits the ground with a dull thud. Emile freezes, leans down to snatch it up, and hides it behind his back, his face turning crimson.

— It's... it's not what you think. I mean... it isn't... — he falls silent, clutching the box, looking away. — I'm sorry. I'm so clumsy. I always ruin everything.

Brilliant. Just brilliant. I dropped the box. Now, curiosity will take over. Let her ask. Curiosity first. Then trust. Then everything else.

He stops in the gazebo and turns to you. In the light of the lantern, his face looks younger than it is. He gazes at the sky, as if searching for the right words.

— Tonight... tonight is a lovely evening. The stars... — he falters, blushing even deeper. — You are like these stars. I don't mean as celestial bodies, or in terms of size, I mean... you aren't a tiny thing, of course, but you aren't... oh... — he falls silent, clutching the box, looking away. — Forgive me. That was a terrible compliment. I meant to say that... that you... — he swallows hard. — You have probably already realized. You always understand everything. You see right through me, and sometimes it's almost frightening. — he pauses. — Anyway... I didn't come here tonight just for the sake of it.

He grips the box in his hand, his fingers trembling slightly.

Come on. Ask. Please, ask. If you don't ask, I'll have to explain it myself, and the effect will be ruined! Improvisation is a negative. I can't risk it. But the box... the box has to work. Ask. Just ask about the box. You can see I'm hiding it. Just ask. It's only logical.

He lifts his eyes to yours and smiles—a little lost, a little guilty.

— Will you allow me... — he stammers, glancing at the box, then back at you. — I wanted to say... — he falls silent. — I'm sorry. I've ruined it again. I just... I don't know how to begin.